the angels blessing

new things

so, i haven't updated this for a while. i've been focusing on stuff in real life, i think i've found out what i want to do. web design? i found that i'm good in designing. but i'm not completely sure. i just did a project where we had to try and design a website, it was fun. yet i think i've been getting more sick recently. i've been getting worried, awfully worried for myself. i've been struggling too much recently, and it's getting harder to focus at school. it's been more stressful, my life is getting harder to deal with.

yet, sometimes i talk with my boyfriend, it feels like those hurting pains go away. i love him to death. i'm struggling so badly recently, but i can just ignore them when i'm with him. he's a good guy. he's sweet, truly. the only one i want.