update
wow ! i forgot this existed !
it's been almost 2 years since i last wrote here, i've managed to get better physically, and i'm proud of that. i've distanced myself from my (now) ex boyfriend and i've healed enough to the point i'm now dating my current partner. they're so genuinely sweet & make me happier.
my old partner wasn't a very good guy unfortunately & i was blinded by quote on quote love, i'm so glad i've finally healed from that & gotten far, far away.
i've gotten back into old interests (deltarune, undertale, among us, octodad), it's insane how much things can change within a short amount of time and how slowly you begin to realize that what "you" are isn't actually you, and you just painted a false image of yourself to make others proud.
i'm genuinely just rambling now but i just hope that gets the point across